I never thought that i will live alone without him. But yeah, life must go on. I will never give up just because of him. I could understand that he has gone, that he and i have our each life to live. Some years passed, and now we have to get separated. I believe that he will be happy with her. And i hope i can open my heart someday for another person.

Now, i still love myself so much. And i will never let my heart love someone as deep as i did. The most important thing for me is just my family. They are my destination. I will open my new page in my life. A page with many new hope.. Wish me luck ya. :-)

maybe it's too late to say gud bye to him. But mieux vaut tard que jamais. Better late than never. So... Gud bye Mr. Heart Breaker. You won't have a chance to break my heart anymore. I know that You are my first love and we have a convention to deliver, but you have killed your old Ai some months ago. So, if someday we will be meeting each other, plis don't ask bout our old love. That's all because of your mistakes. Really!
Maybe i might never find someone like you, but i have to go on. And maybe i might never love someone as deep as i did, but trust me, i'll open my heart someday. Now i'm still keep trying to live my life as normal as i can, without you. Slow but sure, i begin to understand that you are a nobody anymore in my life. You have gone with her. Yeah, wish you always be given the best.

And bout me who is sad n deeply hurt, i believe that ALLAH SWT still loves me. Just having HIM , i know that i can do everything on my days. Because HE is EVERYTHING.
And yeah, i still have many people who care bout me. My family, my best mates like QIQI, ODY, JEJE, and BIBE, and of course my brother who is far away there. Though i always doubt of him, always make him tired to understand me, honestly, i still need you, my bro. And i always pray for your best from here. Bon courage, my bro! Never give up! And plis don't get homesick anymore. I know you can. Hehe. :-D

And now, i'm sure that i'm still Ai, the superduper girl. With or without him.